It has been an emotional few weeks at the Reiner house which has contributed to my lack of creativity and posts. I have debated whether to post anything personal on my business stamping blog, and ultimately decided I would simply to explain my sudden absence for awhile. Thank you to those who have sent me emails inquiring about where I have been lately.
For those of you who know me, even remotely, you likely know of the special bond I have with my dog, Kayla. For more than 12 years we have been a dynamic duo. Trust me when I say, I realize how incredibly fortunate I am to have my furry friend now that she is well into her mid 80's (in human years). But perhaps it's because of that length of time that has made this past week so difficult.
Kayla has cancer. Lymphoma to be exact.
And my heart is broken.
The good news, if it can be called that, is that lymphoma can be treated. Not cured, but treated. After speaking with many doctors, conventional and holistic, all agree that Kayla is in fact very sick, but by all accounts still has some good days ahead. No one knows for sure how long or what to expect, but I have committed to the fight for as long as Kayla is willing to fight. I know, without question, she will tell me when she has had enough.
For those of you who are not dog owners/lovers, I recognize this post may come across as "over-the-top". It wouldn't be the first time I have been accused of such a thing. I'm okay with that.
I will do my best to use stamping as a distraction, and it will be just that. Kayla has spent endless hours with me in my stamp room and will continue to do so. We will do our best to come up with something clever to post.
My faith has brought me through some very difficult times and will continue to guide me through the days and months ahead. Below is one of my favorite quotes and I have had it on my desk for years. I read it daily and wanted to share it:
"There is nothing -
no circumstance, no trouble,
that can ever touch me
until it has first come past God
and past Christ,
right through to me.
If it has come that far,
it has come with a great purpose."
- Alan Redpath
Thank you for allowing me to share what has been so heavy on my heart. I have met so many wonderful friends as a result of this blog and in the stamping community. I appreciate the concern so many of you have expressed in the last couple of weeks.